Happier
Times
Why
must we live through this torture?
Why
must we live through this pain?
Is
it not unthinkable of you to ignore us all the same
Are
we expected to live our lives in this manner...
before
we go insane?
Yet
I dream and meditate about recovering days
Although
few care to listen
It
is only my wish to experience happier times
Rather
than depreciate my existence.
Aloneness
is all I perceive at times
This
is too overwhelming to accept
Those
who are advancing to observe our cries
Should
allow us more respect.
The
trembling and fear understood inside
is
hidden with extreme attributes.
so
when time is designated for our physicians to theorize
It
is difficult for them to compute.
Our
sorrow, our grief, our anguish and fears
Are
not taken with appreciation
For
if they experience one day of our lives
They
WOULD find some justification.
Not
for us.....no only for them
We
must spend exceedingly to live
When
our self-esteem is scarcely alive
We
carry through our demands to give.
Oh
yes, count your blessings
It
is so elementary to say
But
when and if afflicted with these ailments
You’ll
descend, kneel down and pray.
Many
in our category you will behold over time
Quite
miffed at what to do
We
only want some courtesy and pain free days
That
is all we shall anticipate from you
Too
many of us suffer needless daily pain
It
is a fate worse than death
Help
us alleviate this pain
Prior
to taking our last breath.
Why
must you place us on the back burner?
When
we need some quality care
For
that is essentially why you are there
As
we enter your dwelling following a small prayer.
Happiness
and acceptance is not effortless to abide by
Only
suffering, anger and denial
Understand
our present state
And
permit some justice as we plead to you awhile.
Our
life, self-worth and pleasures are now in the past
Can
you not observe how it is sweeping our lives
These
conditions are overpowering us now
We
appeal to you with skepticism it will not last.
©
by Maureen B. Hall
1999