Delving over some past memories
Some pleasant...then again
some not.
Where in the present state
do I bring to light
happiness and fulfillment?
Where in the present do I
uncover peace?
Where in the present will
I observe solitude?
Where in the present will
I perceive love?
Give me the courage and strength
to undo the past
Allow me some freedom to
gaze past the pain
Keep my hopes and dreams
from tragedy.
Bestow some change which
will deal with the
relentless agony.
Find it in your heart to permit
some joyfulness
before it’s too late...
Some answers to inquiries
placed in the
foreground...
Some acknowledgment from
those unscorned
by daily anguish...
Some understanding and compassion
from those
who should have concern.
Why must I suffer a life filled
with loneliness and anguish?
Why must I question why am
I positioned on this earth?
Why must I support others
in need?
Why must I continue to battle
this deed?
These questions are unanswered,
but hopefully soon....
I’ll once again find my dignity
to surrender to love
and not doom.
(c) Maureen B. Hall